-Starlit Night-

Like that one star, Lost within millions of others.

If it's true, sigh....
Thanks Mr. Frankie..

Apparently there are meteor showers today o.o Can't spot any day, too cloudy here OTL
Had my first exam, 5 more to go =x
Fucked up so bad on English, spent like 1 hour doing the first essay, another hour on another, 45 on one, and 15 minutes on the last one -_- wrote slightly less than 2 pages for the last three essays D: also I heard if they're under 200 words they won't get marked at all..
Fuck. I doubt mine are, everyone wrote two and a half pages and I didn't even finish 2 pages for most.

fml.

lol fuuuuuu- 3 days left till exams D: and I haven't finished studying any topics xD
Brooooooooo getting so many distractions, study leave sucks the dick >.>
First DS, then music and getting my internet back, then street fighter lol
Bah, pray to the flying spaghetti monster to get me through the exams =3
Last minute studying has never failed me before, better not fucking fail me now =D 

Mehhhhh cbf anymore, tired of totally trying to understand others, everyone tries to make themselves an enigma. Sometimes I really wish they wouldn't. Wouldn't the world be so much better? Although I don't really blame them thinking that way themselves, the world is a complete nest of faggotory, but even with my complete lack of faith in humanity I still understand that there are still good people in the world, don't think others understand that really =/
Wouldn't kill to trust once in a while, hell do I really seem like that bad a person either?
Guess theres lots of two-faced people in the world too, meh I know a lot of them, I used to be one myself back in 3rd form with those three.
Meh, to be truthfully honest, helping people in my life has gotten me completely nowhere. I don't even know why I do it. I receive absolutely nothing in return over the long run, just hugs and 'ilys' and more attention for a while. Bleh doesn't mean I won't stop helping people though =/ It's just something I fucking do and can't get rid off.
Fucking rage though, wish I could stop, though I can say that I've been helping people to a lesser degree over the years, unless they're important to myself lol 
Rant over =3

lol tried to shuffle to hardstyle, kinda not suited to it I guess =/ meh prefer hard trance anyways xD
Ha.. uneventful day today, got raped by vaginaman at sf3, jinxin just pwned me with his makoto although I wasn't really trying, he seems to think he's better than me now or something =/
Still raped him over a few times before he said 'gg' with his makoto.
Studying ain't going too well, then again I don't think it's going too well with anyone, or it just might be me =/
Just noticed theres been a lot of break-ups on fb recently? Meh weird shit bro
Lol I can't wait till the exams are over > < free at last D:

Bahhhh, another uneventful day I guess =x
Studied for like 2 mins today =D just read the same shit I read in class on the last day -.-
Guess I'm lucky that we get study break, I have pretty much 9 days left until the serious exams start *english doesn't count cuz you can't really study for it >.>*
Lol I've been thinking what it would be like to have a little sister instead of a bro =/
Mines pretty cool I guess, but he can get really fucking annoying xD
Just noticed I have a lot of weird dreams about zombies, just had one last night about surviving a z-apocalypse with some random girl, and I went to find wooden weapons o.o
Speaking of random girls, haven't had one of those 'perfect partner' dreams in a while D: those were epic, but then you wake up and go OTL
Meh enough of this anyway lol, well it's not like anyone reads this I guess =x

Hmm nothing much happened today =x
Just procastinating and not studying at all xD
Need some motivation =D
Invisible reader, give meh sum =3

Hmm a friend of mine bought up a very good point today =x
She sent me a link to a facebook group of 'You've Been Going Out 3 Days, You're Not Fucking In Love'.
I agreed with it and liked the group at first, but then I thought, wait aren't I like that? o.o
I've said ily pretty early when I dated girls, but I guess you could say I was in love before I asked them out? o.o But then again how do I know I'm really in love then =/
Confusing shit is confusing, can't tell the difference between like and love -__-
Even googled the shit, apparently if you think about them like everyday, change when you're around them, and feel really nervous and stuff around them then you're in love.
But then wtf, cuz I feel like that around most girls that I like? Or maybe I'm just in love with everyone -_____-
So maybe my emotions are all fucked up =D
Speaking of which, it seems that I've lost all ability to get angry >.> Things/people that would normally make me rage at them only piss me off now =/ Only person who can manage to do so is my mom rofl, but thats a different situation xD
Aren't I just so fucked up? =3

Last day of school today =o We had a half-day, all of us went down to KFC lol.
Lol when we were walking past mcdonalds on our way, there was an ambulance parked outside it with this chubby girl crying over her friend, who was lying unconscious on the ground. Pretty sure they were 7th form, could be wrong =x
Anyway these group of guys were looking at them too, hardcore white singlet fags, wonder if they had anything to do with it =o or just waiting for teh rape tiem.
There was a hot as 7th form with a short as dress too =3 she was looking from the staircase window of KFC building roflmao.
Anyway when we got in there it was epic awesomes, so many other fags in there, +20 more asians rofl, there wasn't enough seats in the house.
Lauren and her friends were there too =o did not expect.
Johnathan and his gf and shit were as well -__-
lol crystal and ritchie came along too o.o it was a pretty random experience.
Then went to James house and did shit, frankie's so hardcore on teh piano. And god james needs a new keyboard. And roflmao I locked myself in the toilet and couldn't get out.
His front door lock is fucking hardcore too o.o
So now 3 fags live on the street, all the houses there are so hardcore D: I wanna live there.
Bought an l&p on the way back lol was niec =3
anyway, best KFC meal I've ever had in mah lief, ultimate burger combo owns =D

long post is long/

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Today was a random day, cloudy and rainy =x
Nub seniors which are leaving this year all chucking water bombs and flour at each other.

Some faggot threw yoghurt into a crowd from behind, and wtf it got on me wtf /rage.
Turned around and saw him sprinting into the fucking auditorium D=<

Meh would've chased him if there was a place to put my bag -.- fucking rage
Anyway in eco today beat matt and will at arm wrestle woot =D, wtf korean girls in front of me learning chinese, they lol'ed at me o.o tbh first time I saw lauren laugh so wtfs =3 pretty cute tbh >.>
Leo appears to be some fighter wannabe, or he actually might be =/ that muay thai move looked pretty accurate tbh, reckon ploy could waste him though rofl.
lol I shouldn't have spent that period on the internet, now I'm stuck on my internal with not idea what to do xD
And I still haven't started studying =3

Ahhh didn't post yesterday, mannnn I was supposed to start studying like 3 days ago, didn't get anything done xD
Anyway my internet got broken and fixed today, thanks to some awesome islander guy =D
First islander guy I've ever liked actually =P He was awesome, epic yup convos ftw =3
Anyway, I might start studying today, at like 9PM >.>

Bah, said I would study today, turns out I didn't do any =x
Part of the reason is cuz DBZ saiyan invasion came out for DS, it's fucking awesome =D
Reminds me how epic DBZ was =3 Fell asleep the whole period in Jap today, fighting sleepiness is fun lol
Had a dream about msn o.o and I was talking to randoms =o
Boring life is boring =x

1st of November =x How time flies amirite?
Anyway picking up shuffling again was worth it, new tracks ftw =D
But blah, exams in 2 weeks time, I have absolutely no motivation to study x_x
Wonder how Allie's doing o.o Hope she's not in any problems =/
Nothing much on my mind today, just typical everyday stuffs =3

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Murrays Bay, North Shore, New Zealand
Harlan, 1993.

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Don't really expect anyone to read this really, just a place to recollect my thoughts and stuff =P.

If you do read this though, guess you can be bored with daily life and life stories lol. Though I can tell you that my life is a bit more interesting than others >.>
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