-Starlit Night-

Like that one star, Lost within millions of others.

Mehhhhh cbf anymore, tired of totally trying to understand others, everyone tries to make themselves an enigma. Sometimes I really wish they wouldn't. Wouldn't the world be so much better? Although I don't really blame them thinking that way themselves, the world is a complete nest of faggotory, but even with my complete lack of faith in humanity I still understand that there are still good people in the world, don't think others understand that really =/
Wouldn't kill to trust once in a while, hell do I really seem like that bad a person either?
Guess theres lots of two-faced people in the world too, meh I know a lot of them, I used to be one myself back in 3rd form with those three.
Meh, to be truthfully honest, helping people in my life has gotten me completely nowhere. I don't even know why I do it. I receive absolutely nothing in return over the long run, just hugs and 'ilys' and more attention for a while. Bleh doesn't mean I won't stop helping people though =/ It's just something I fucking do and can't get rid off.
Fucking rage though, wish I could stop, though I can say that I've been helping people to a lesser degree over the years, unless they're important to myself lol 
Rant over =3

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Murrays Bay, North Shore, New Zealand
Harlan, 1993.

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Don't really expect anyone to read this really, just a place to recollect my thoughts and stuff =P.

If you do read this though, guess you can be bored with daily life and life stories lol. Though I can tell you that my life is a bit more interesting than others >.>