-Starlit Night-

Like that one star, Lost within millions of others.

Hmm nothing much happened today =x
Just procastinating and not studying at all xD
Need some motivation =D
Invisible reader, give meh sum =3

Hmm a friend of mine bought up a very good point today =x
She sent me a link to a facebook group of 'You've Been Going Out 3 Days, You're Not Fucking In Love'.
I agreed with it and liked the group at first, but then I thought, wait aren't I like that? o.o
I've said ily pretty early when I dated girls, but I guess you could say I was in love before I asked them out? o.o But then again how do I know I'm really in love then =/
Confusing shit is confusing, can't tell the difference between like and love -__-
Even googled the shit, apparently if you think about them like everyday, change when you're around them, and feel really nervous and stuff around them then you're in love.
But then wtf, cuz I feel like that around most girls that I like? Or maybe I'm just in love with everyone -_____-
So maybe my emotions are all fucked up =D
Speaking of which, it seems that I've lost all ability to get angry >.> Things/people that would normally make me rage at them only piss me off now =/ Only person who can manage to do so is my mom rofl, but thats a different situation xD
Aren't I just so fucked up? =3

Last day of school today =o We had a half-day, all of us went down to KFC lol.
Lol when we were walking past mcdonalds on our way, there was an ambulance parked outside it with this chubby girl crying over her friend, who was lying unconscious on the ground. Pretty sure they were 7th form, could be wrong =x
Anyway these group of guys were looking at them too, hardcore white singlet fags, wonder if they had anything to do with it =o or just waiting for teh rape tiem.
There was a hot as 7th form with a short as dress too =3 she was looking from the staircase window of KFC building roflmao.
Anyway when we got in there it was epic awesomes, so many other fags in there, +20 more asians rofl, there wasn't enough seats in the house.
Lauren and her friends were there too =o did not expect.
Johnathan and his gf and shit were as well -__-
lol crystal and ritchie came along too o.o it was a pretty random experience.
Then went to James house and did shit, frankie's so hardcore on teh piano. And god james needs a new keyboard. And roflmao I locked myself in the toilet and couldn't get out.
His front door lock is fucking hardcore too o.o
So now 3 fags live on the street, all the houses there are so hardcore D: I wanna live there.
Bought an l&p on the way back lol was niec =3
anyway, best KFC meal I've ever had in mah lief, ultimate burger combo owns =D

long post is long/

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Today was a random day, cloudy and rainy =x
Nub seniors which are leaving this year all chucking water bombs and flour at each other.

Some faggot threw yoghurt into a crowd from behind, and wtf it got on me wtf /rage.
Turned around and saw him sprinting into the fucking auditorium D=<

Meh would've chased him if there was a place to put my bag -.- fucking rage
Anyway in eco today beat matt and will at arm wrestle woot =D, wtf korean girls in front of me learning chinese, they lol'ed at me o.o tbh first time I saw lauren laugh so wtfs =3 pretty cute tbh >.>
Leo appears to be some fighter wannabe, or he actually might be =/ that muay thai move looked pretty accurate tbh, reckon ploy could waste him though rofl.
lol I shouldn't have spent that period on the internet, now I'm stuck on my internal with not idea what to do xD
And I still haven't started studying =3

Ahhh didn't post yesterday, mannnn I was supposed to start studying like 3 days ago, didn't get anything done xD
Anyway my internet got broken and fixed today, thanks to some awesome islander guy =D
First islander guy I've ever liked actually =P He was awesome, epic yup convos ftw =3
Anyway, I might start studying today, at like 9PM >.>

Bah, said I would study today, turns out I didn't do any =x
Part of the reason is cuz DBZ saiyan invasion came out for DS, it's fucking awesome =D
Reminds me how epic DBZ was =3 Fell asleep the whole period in Jap today, fighting sleepiness is fun lol
Had a dream about msn o.o and I was talking to randoms =o
Boring life is boring =x

1st of November =x How time flies amirite?
Anyway picking up shuffling again was worth it, new tracks ftw =D
But blah, exams in 2 weeks time, I have absolutely no motivation to study x_x
Wonder how Allie's doing o.o Hope she's not in any problems =/
Nothing much on my mind today, just typical everyday stuffs =3

About Me

Murrays Bay, North Shore, New Zealand
Harlan, 1993.

About This

Don't really expect anyone to read this really, just a place to recollect my thoughts and stuff =P.

If you do read this though, guess you can be bored with daily life and life stories lol. Though I can tell you that my life is a bit more interesting than others >.>